He was her weakness
Brown skinned kryptonite
The one person whose lips could make her throw caution to the wind
Whose touch had her acting out of character
He knew the power he held
Wielded his affection as a weapon
Used his love as an anchor
Keeping her close even though he had no ambition to give her the commitment she wanted
Or the love she desired
Last night was a mistake no matter how good his body felt moving against hers
In her’s
Consuming her
There was no genuine love there
Just a chain of hook-ups, her giving her all and him giving her ten percent of himself in their warped situationship.
After the orgasmic high faded the pain his lies and betrayal inflicted her with resurfaced
Reminding her of the way his eyes would sway when another attractive woman would enter into their space
Her mind mentioned the stream of texts that lit up his phone during the night hours as he slept in their bed.
She knew what she had to do
And since her voice didn’t have the strength to bid him ado
She put pen to paper
Propped the letter on the nightstand
Packed a bag
And disappeared out of his life before the early morning light
Photography by: Kelly Sikkema